Moods that ebb and flow,
A constant soundtrack in my head I know,
Thoughts that whirl and worry,
So exhausting in a hurry.
Sadness and joy, both come to stay,
I'm suicidal one moment then feel great the next day.
It's a tumultuous ride, this life I lead,
The best and worst thing that's ever happened to me.
I learn, I grow, while in a daze of mania,
A state that's hard to explain but carries such power and euphoria.
It's something I can't ignore or forget,
Something that keeps me up late at night with my thoughts so set.
Though it's not easy or simple, this life of mine,
I'm grateful for its gifts and the lessons I find.
And though nothing feels quite like home,
It's here in this place where I'll never feel alone.