Who Am I?

So, this is a question I've been asking myself basically as long as I can remember. I never really knew who I was, only who I wanted to be and till this day I'm not totally sure if that's enough for me?

Anyway here's a poem to explain:

I travel this world, by car by plane. Never doing as told occasionally walking into pain. People are tough but I've grown tougher. I don't mean to be rough towards you or another. I'm just doing my own things, staying in my own lane. Tying these strings getting tangled in bane. I know I'll figure it out with you or without. No need to doubt, scream or shout. So maybe one day I'll learn, a thing or two about me. Then maybe I'll lose all concern in who I aught to be.

Try and be happy today,

Brianna

I've accomplished my dream of having a blog I don't use.

Hey loves <3

Throughout my time doing this sort of thing I have always looked up to creators with blogs that they never update. I was always so inspired by these creators and what they do that I wanted my own little blog at some point too. I didn't plan to not update it but here I am doing the same thing those creators did that I noticed as a smaller creator.

Just thought I would share that with you, Brianna

Constantly Thinking

Hey :D

I just wanted to address why I work myself so hard. I've always been working, solving mathematical equations while I fall asleep and well, every other waking hour of my life. I've tried things like meditation and therapy to settle that but it never really wen't away. But cool now you're up to date.

Since i'm always working and always trying to solve problems I feel like i'm failing when I'm working to slow. For example, I released a new plugin yesterday and overhauled at least 3 other plugins and frameworks in the last week. However since I haven't done a whole lot today I feel like I completely failed. I know this is incorrect to think but I cant stop myself from wanting to do more. Hell I would be sleeping if I thought I did enough. So if you see me up at 4am or online literally all the time, now you know a little more about me, and why I'm always working ;D Thanks for the read <3

Brianna