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  • Writer's pictureBrianna O'Keefe
    • Jul 24, 2019
    • 1 min read

Constantly Thinking

Hey :D


I just wanted to address why I work myself so hard. I've always been working, solving mathematical equations while I fall asleep and well, every other waking hour of my life. I've tried things like meditation and therapy to settle that but it never really wen't away. But cool now you're up to date.


Since i'm always working and always trying to solve problems I feel like i'm failing when I'm working to slow. For example, I released a new plugin yesterday and overhauled at least 3 other plugins and frameworks in the last week. However since I haven't done a whole lot today I feel like I completely failed. I know this is incorrect to think but I cant stop myself from wanting to do more. Hell I would be sleeping if I thought I did enough. So if you see me up at 4am or online literally all the time, now you know a little more about me, and why I'm always working ;D Thanks for the read <3

Brianna

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